kole ahanghaye soundclip ra play karde budam o dashtam migushidam ke residam be ahange SABAB az shadmehr,yadam oftad o in jariyanate in 2ruzeye akhir ke na inke az chand ruz ghablesh halam mosaed bud badtar hamun yezare enerjiye munde ra ham azam gereft,age yadet bashe az un avayele tabestan gharar bud ma ba daneshgah berim karbala hala ghat'an yadet miad ke chi shod o akharam nashod,az hamun moghe man be bachehaye daneshgah goftam ke chun ja hast esme toro ham ezafe konand ta ham ye fal o tamasha bashe ham toham mesle man ba bachehaye daneshgahe ma ashna shavi,are alghese yadet miad ke hamin 2hafte pisha bud ke goftam moshakhasateto bede to dore jadid sabte name esm benevisim omide khoda,inam ke fardash zohr ke behem zang zadi goftamet ke be make resid tamame zarfiyata por shode bud!va inke ehtemalan aztarafe khode sazman shayad beshe yekarayi kard,ke alhamdo lelah shod o ye sahmeye foghalade behemun dadan ama moshkel az haminja shoru shod!,ye moshkeli ke bud in bud ke agha sahmiye ye otubuse 35 nafari bud dar hali ke asasan ma ba to 38 nafar budim va zaheran talasha baraye afzayeshe zarfiat bihasel bude va invasat mibayest 3nafar khat bnkhoran,beghole ghadimiha junam barat bege ke az unjayi ke ghablan man be bacheha gofte budam ke age to nashodi moshkeli nist o man miam vase hamin avalin kesi ke az list khat khord to budi ba in sharh ke agaram intor ham namibud man ghat'an bazam takid be hazfe esme to dashtam chun ghat'an midunestam ke toham ghabul dari aval kesayi bayad beran ke to in daneshgah vase shodan e in safar zahmat keshide budan,khob bade inke esme to hazf shod manam goftam ke pas esme manam hazf konid ba in sharh ke to 2dafeye ghabli zabani behem gofte budi ke are age nashod bia khodemun 2tayi ye karevani yejayi khodemun o forv mikonim o mirim,jodaye az in matlab man yekam ham ba khodam sab o sangin kardam didam dorostesh nist hala ke ye zehniate safare tupo to zehnet baham ijad karde budam hala bekham tanhat bezaram o bepichunam o beram,harchand ke inam refighaman o agar beram ghat'an koli behem khosh migzare alave barinam akharin khaterei khahad bud ke in jame daneshjuyi baham khahand dash,ama bevaghe bazam delam reza nadad chun vaghean bicheshm o ruyi tanha chizayi hastan ke yad nagereftameshun,chun yadam narafte unvaghti ke in dustan hanuz baram ashna nabudam tanha yaram to budi harchand ke hanuzam hasti ama yekam kamrang shodi chun hats mizanam saret sholughe o vase ma ziad vaght nadari,are dige ta ma goftim ke pas manam nemiam majera shoru shod ke are to ghadre refaght nemiduni o to arzesh vase dustiyamun nemizari o in dafeye 3vomete ke injur mikuni,akhe to 2seri ghabl ham man behamun dalayeli ke to posthaye ghablim gofte budam az mashad o ghaom raftan bahashun zade budam inshod ke dige indafei atishi shodan khosusan inke dide budan man ba che shoghi rafte budam un dafeye avali vase gereftan passport va hardafeye badesham baz man avalin paye budam akhe aghapesar man yejurayi mesdaghe in she'are shodam ke mige:"saram ra sarsari matrash ey ostade salmani / ke maham dar diar khod sri darim o samani",ba in tafavot ke diar ma az muten shode ghorbat!,are bemanad ke chejuri yekam az atisheshun kam kardam o nemidunam tunestan ghane'shun konam ama inghadar midunam ke dahanam ta in marhale asfalt shode o asabam ghaltaki!
Dige emruz sobh bud ke 90%kare sabte nam shod o emruzam bayad beram ke omide khoda fisharo jahate variz begirim.
Behetam sms dadam ke nashod va bioft donbale inke 2tayi bergm ta bebinam chekar mikoni...
(87/11/20 sate 2.28 bamdad)
Ya ali.
