Khaste'am

ba inke harf vase zadan ziade ama khaste'm,nemikham up konam,nemikham...!
Ta haminja felan base,base,base............!!!
Ya ali.

3shanbe 6/12/1388 saate: 1:37 bamdad

Chi beguyam?!

amin budan,razdar mandan,nam pas nadadan!,baraye amal be in ta'abiri ke goftam enerjiyi ziadi lazeme bedin ma'na ke hefz kardan dardo delhaye yeki va jologiri az barmala shodaneshun kare sakhtiye. Unmavaghei ke sare dardo del kardano baz mikardio age khateret bashe-che to otaghet,che sare pelahaye hayate khunatun,che to parke kuhestan,che to otobus vaghti az hamedan miamadim tehran,che unshabi ke zire barf to sarmaye 17darage zir sefr to ghom baham harf mizadim,va va va-harazgahi behem migofti ke inayi ke behet migam(u be me) be hichkase dige to zendegim nagoftamo be kesi ham naguyam,khob shayad beporsi ke inaro bara chi migam?age yekam sabr koni mifahmi!.enteha va natijegiriye in bahs ba'de khundan chand khate payani ba khodet.
"farz kon yeki toro amine khodesh gharar mide va behet eatemad mikone ta yeksari az harfasho behet bezane,khob inja 2nokte moheme aval inke un fard toro ghabele ehteram duneste ke harfhayi ra behet bezane ke be kesi dige nemige,2vom inke ghat'an matalebi ra behet mige ke janbeye omumi nadare va be noei to avalin kesi mishi ke unaro mifahmi,hala ba in tafasil dar nazar begir ke cheghadar enerji gozashti harfaye kesiro gush kardi ke benazeret harfash janbeye khosusi dare va nabayad azsuye to fash shavad dar hali ke andak modati ba'd ye nafar salesi hamin jariyanate khosusi ra mabnaye estedlali baraye tarhe mabhasi mikonad va inja toye razdar chizam farz nashodi!"
Ya ali.

4shanbe 30/11/1388 saate: 2:07 bamdad

Ertebate 2tarafe!

hasas,zudranj,gerftge,bihal,asab khord va asaab khord kon,narahat,kinei,ghor ghoru,por tavagho,bi mantegh,talabkar,bi mohabat,past,namard,bi cheshm o ru,tajarod talab... ,ina mavaredi bud ke talvihan ya rok o pus kande behem gofti,va azam be noei khasti az beyn bebarameshun. aya ta hala deghat kardi chandtashun o az beyn bordam o chantashun kam rang shod va chandta jadid beheshun ezafe shode?,akhe to ye rabeteye dusti jariane 2tarafe ma'ni dare va in jarian bayad dar jahat behbud tarafeyni bashe(age namarbut migam mituni mabaghiye in posto nakhuni) khob berahati malum mishe to yek rabeteye 2tarafe puya mekanism controli mesle fedbackh ya bazkhor(d) lazeme,to behem bazkhor moshkelatam o dadi ama hale una bakhodam bud va amatar inke bazkhor in hale moshkelato behem nadadi va miyun 2halate dige napaydare ghablo ba'd bazkhor gozashti.
In post bi enteha mibashad va entehaye aan be khanande seporde mishavad...
Ya avalo ya akhar.
Xruz x/xx/xxxx
saate: xx:xx

Dastet 2rost AGHAPESAR !

midunam vasat soale inhame esraro khahesh!? Man inhame ru zadam jolo harkeso nakesi sar kham kardam ke chi?,vase inke inghadar barat bi ahamiat bude ke nakardi ye sms bedi ke are folani nashod o man porojeye narme yekamo age unja anjam bedam inja baram ghabul nemikonand,are aghapesar hamin sms kamtar az 1safhe ra ham nazadi,vali bi menat begam az unjayi ke goftam hadafam faghat neveshtam daghightare vagheye'e na menat gozashtan,are darhali ke bade avale term ke inhame goftameto nakhasti,va bevozuh baram malum bud ke inbaram delet reza nist ke biyay ama man hasab vazifeye refaghat barat sohbat kardam ham babate khabgaho ham darset,harchand ke nakardi ye eltefate sade koni,hala khodet bashi ya be gholi:
ghaziye dargah toyi/hokme sahargah manam.
Ghezavat bato in rasmesh hast,hala inke chera man inhame esrar mikardam be 2dalil bud avali dalili bud ke khodam movafagh budanesho iman dashtam unam kam shodan kheyli az dardesaraye ruhi o jesmit bud va 2vomi ham talash baraye bazsaziye in rabeteye nesbo nimeye fealimun bud,ke sabetam kardi ke to mohasebatam yesari mavaredo dar nazar nagerefte budam!
Va vase inke ghezavate ehtemaliye kheyli zaeifiye un avamelo nemigam va be vaghe behem to in jarian ehsase dorzade shodan o pichundan behem dast dad,ama be ghole khodetam ke migi man por tavaghoam in tavaghoe ziadi bud ke ye sms behem midadi???
Behar hal gozashte o dafam ham faghat hekayate na shekayat.
Ya ali.

1shanbe 27/11/1388 saate: 7:26 sobh

Zaminehaye moshtarak..

shayad aslan tasmimi vase neveshtan nemidashtam shayadam midashtam ama in jariane birun raftan baes shod dast be mobile pad besham o ghese aghaz konam,khubi in dafe ham ineke lazem nist baraye zekre daghighe vagheye ta'amol konam o fekr knnam chun jarian hamin 2saate akhir etefagh oftad.
Bevozuh emshab behem sabet shod begheyre az un shero verayi ke goftin amalan hich zamineye moshtaraki baraye bahs kardan nadarin hala jariane man o tozihi ke darmorede sokutam to chand post ghabl dade budam ke dige bemanad,hala age bekhahim az ye manzare gheyre dini o eteghadi be mozu negah konim yani vaghean vase 4 5ta javun hich mozuei baraye shukhi ya bahs kardan namunde ke eyne tamame 2saato bein khoza'avalat begzarunim!? Hala man ghezavato be aghle salim midam,age vaghean ye hamchin jamei az ham bepashe nabayad ta'ajob kard,man mozuei ke baes shod khodam be shakhse in bad dahanio kenar bezaram barat migam shayad efaghe kone.yeki vasam tarif mikarad ke yeki az ashnahashun tasadof mikone va doraz jun rahiye bimarestan mishe o ye modat to koma bude ta inke rush amali anjam midan o alaemei az behbud tosh peyda mishe,ba'de in jarian enteghalesh midan be rikaveri to in bakhsh khanomesham bala saresh bude ke agha dar heyne gozarandane in marahele rikaveri harchi az in masael sharm avar bude berahati az aval ta akharesho ta'rif mikarde bedune inke behush bashe va khanomesham faghat aragh mirikhte o khejalat mikashide... ,hala manzuram inke inghadar in fard in harfaro tekrar mikarde to dorane ghable asadofesh ke to halate adame hoshyarisham rahat tekrar mikarde. Hala ke az heyse vazifei ke bargardanam bud goftam.
Ye noktei digei ke emshab hades shod va manam na az sare inke bekham mochgiri konam alan zekr mikonam,balke faghat jahat yad avari,in bud ke age yadet biad kazem avale bolvare posht khunamun ke budim,goft be hoseyn ke yevaghtayi man invara dust dokhtar dashtam va hoseyn darjavabesh goft ke khak bar saret ke to in jahaye PAEINE SHAHR dust dokhtar gir avordi,are inam faghat jahate yad avari be in tarze tafakoretun goftam.
Va akharin noktei ham ke ghablan behesh reside budam o emshab bahanei baraye neveshtanesh shod ke man be zerse ghate'a migam ke harja to jamei ahang o musighi boland gush dade shod,hich vaght adamaye to un jam'e gushe shenava baraye shenidane moshkelate ham peyda nakhahand kard,che berese ke bekhan halesh konan.hamun chizi ke emshab hoseyn talvihan vaghti jolo khunatun vaysade budim behem goft,goft ke folani(=man) cheta? Va manam to javabesh goftam ke hoseyn unzami ke mishod kari kard man harchi dad zadam o goftam gushi nabud ke beshnave hala ke dige gozashte.albat in pasokhi bud ke be hoseyn dadam o hanuz 100% behesh eteghad nadaram.
Ya ali.

jome 25/11/1387 saate: 23:49

Nazriye moharam!

shabi vaghti pedar o madar az roze bargashtan 2ta zarf ghaza nazri emam hoseyn dasteshun bud,yekisho dadan man o unyeki ra ham gozashtan bara dadasham,avalin ghashogho ke jat khali khordam daghighan hamun mazeye gheymeye nazriye daneshgah umad zire zabunam! Khoda ra shokr emsal ghesmate ajibi shod ke az 11 shabe avale mahe moharam nazdike 9shab to ashpazkhaneye pezeshkihaye daneshgah ghaza zarf mikardam,vaghe'an jat khali,taze mifahmidam mahe moharam yani che! Ham safa o dusti bud,ham marefat o shenakht.tamame un shaba kam o bish be salhaye gozashte fekr mikardam va azin ke mididam che bihormatihayi karde budam che hala mavaghei ke baham budim ya nabudim,asabam khord mishod azin ke mitunestam bejaye baghiol gonahat! Az khodam ye baghio salehat ja mizashtam.
Are yeki dige az mavaredi ke kheyli aziatam mikard hamin benahvi bihormatihayi bud ke zamani ke dore ham jam mishodim anjam midadim,
khab chesham o gerefte
sgayad badehaa edamasho raftam.
Ya ali.
5shanbe 24/11/1388 sate: 22:30

Chand saat!

chand sati munde ta konkur arshad,konkuri ke barash hich amadegi nadaram,tabestan pishniaz arshad khundan o azdast dadam,akhe bejaye vaght gozashtan vase motale'ye arshad,ru mavarad va sharayet va vijegihaye ye ezdevaje badavam o paydar gozashtam,harchand ke benahvi in motaleat joz faramush shodan dar layehaye zehn be darde digei nakhord,ama emshab bavojude inke in emtehan baram ahamiati nadasht,hameye un jarianate tabestan jolo cheshmam khod nemayi mikone,manzuram na inke moghaser kiye o aslan donbale moghaser nistam--chera ke baraye manam kari nadash bikhial az doro baram dars bekhunam ama darigh ke bitafavoti ra balad nistam,manzuram bekesi nista--manzur inke vaghti unshab kheyli bimoghadame behem gofti ke nashod,belkol halam parish shod,enerjiyei ke baraye kare to gozashte bud betanhayi man o be ye amadegiye matlub vase emtehan miresund,ama yebare gofti nashod,na inke heyfam biad az un enerji naghabel,na,ke sar o jan fadaye rafigh,azin narahatam ke un tabestanike gozasht 4ruz del be delet dadam o hamrat umadam be safari ke na to tosh khosh gozarundi na man!,shayad vasat soal beshe ke chera dige be man khosh nagzashte? Tu javab hamin fekr konam kafi bashe ke: to ham age mididi refighet dare kenare dastet zajr mikeshe o narahate o khodesho mikhore,ehtemalan toham tanha talash mikardi vase taghire hal o hava befekre khosh gozaruni bashi harchand ke manam to inkar ziad movafagh nabudam,o akharesh va dadam.
Hala dige bishtar keshesh nadam ke haminam toluni shod!
Be ghole khode: "khub bashi"
Ya ali.

4shanbe 23/11/1387 sate: 22:01