In 2ruze to khabgah tanham az hamotaghiha yekishun umade bud ke in akhare haftei ham raft ghom ordu rasiatesh kheyli delam mikhast beram ama bedalile inke in ordu dar laj bazi ba ma az mashad be ghom taghir peyda kard maham tahrimesh kardim,harchand ke ye edei doremun zadan o raftan ama bikhial inghadr pichidim ke aadat kardim,dame bar o bachse ham khabgahi garm kheyli talash kardan maro az tanhayi dar biaran ama khodam yehali budam,mifhmi ke..are age gharar be fahmidan bashe faghat to mifahmi ke ya namikhay ya nemituni kari bekoni,mohem ham nist che unvaghtash ke mitunesti nakardi hala ke dige jaye khod dare.
Yekam ke to doro baram search kardam didam faghat man nistam ke inhame la kar raftam ,ama didam bishtar az man tak o tuki peyda mishe,harchand ke man kheyli talash kardam ke joloy tekrare mavared moshabeh ra begiram va be gholi rah bar tekrare hadese barbandam! ama nashod,shayad bekhater duri az ham bud,shayad bekhater ham kof nabudanemun bud,shayad bekhater bikhialihaye to bud,shayad bekhater hasas budane man bud,shayad...,ama behar dalili chizi ke nabayad mishod shod,omri ke nabayad harum mishod shod,hamishe migoftam age yezamani beyad gozashte bioftam hichvaght bar unche gozashte ta'asof nemikhoram ama hala nemitunam ba ghateiyau bazam hamchin harfi ro bezanam ke ghat'an bar ahvale khoshe gozashtamun hasrat mikhoram,bar un mah moharama,bar un shab neshiniha,bar un sham birun khordana,bar un tafto khorashe raftana,
bar un esfahan o shahre kord o pitza khordan to safe avalin shabe sahmiye bandi o to chador to havaye sard khabidan o to kafe marsey ghahve khordan,bar un mashade mojaradi 3nafarimun,bar un bidar budan to resturane ghatar ta sobh,bar un hame shirini o zanjabilo shokolati ke ghable ziarate akhar khordim,bar un kermanshah.hamedan.tehran,bar un 15tomani ke az kermanshah ta bisotun raft to pachamun ba un ranande taxiye khafanesh,bar un ghomi ke 2nafari ba ghatar to sarmaye -17 daraje raftim o ba'd tanha bargashtam,bar un dehbalayi ke gereftanemun bar un hagh nadari kazem,bar un sadegihaye avalaye bacheha.hoseyn o amin o reza o masud o kazem o mohena o seyed o...,bar un ashnayi kuchuluye ba raeis janet,bar un majeraye eshgh o asheghiye to shomal raftan o ashke man o dar avordan kenar parchinhaye to jadeye emamzade hasheme monshaeb az jade chalus o bar un diziyi ke to damavand khordim ke azbas man o goshne negah dashti ba pust sibzaminish o khordam o bar un 2shab labe sahel o bar un henduneye kali ke kharidim o bar un jigar o gholvei ke labe sahel zadim o bar un chizayi ke ru sahel ba maseha dorost kardim,va bar un deltangihaye hamishegiye man vaghti mikhastam biam esf,va va va va va....
Are fekr konam harvaght beyade in masael bioftam delam begire khodesh omri bud.
Ka'be sangist ke rah gom nashavad
Haji ehrame degar band bebin yar kojast
Ya ali.
