Yadam miad yevaghti behem migofti ke bacheha behet migan ke chera folani(man)inghadar ba to khube o ba ma na! Hala hamunayi ke in harfa ro zadan kojan!? Age yekam sade fekr konim man gonahi nadashtam joz inke FAGHAT kheyli duset dashtam,hamin hala be hamin dalile sade bato kamtar moshkel dashtam ta mabaghi.chera ke doroste ma ekhtelaf dashtim o man be rahtiye shoma nemitunestam khasti kharji konam ama be in jomle khob fekr karde budam ke refaghat godi o gheyre godi bar namidare(haj fatah) va behesham eteghad dashtam,mage ali o karim,ya maryam o mahtab,ya hatatar haj fatah o eskandar baham rafigh nabudan,magar inke bekhahim be in fekr konim ke in mavared ye dastan bishtar nabude ke esmesh shode "mane u",vali man to sartasar in majera ehsas nakardam dastan mikhunam ya shakhsiyata takhayoliand..! Are ali agha(u) man karayi ke karim ba to kard o ba to nakardam un namardiha o eyne zalu makidane navaye haj fatah..., taze ba hamun nadari sa'y kardam kam nazaram ama to khodet begu cheghdr sakhte hata ru shukhi yeki behet bege age pul nadari boro khunatun biar ya yeshab dige bia berim,albat age manzure harfam o nafahmi ghabele ghabule baram,omidvaram narahat nashi ama entezare inke
u dar un mavared ba ye jomleye sade hemayat koni o nakardi kheyli sakhtar az in shukhiye sade bud. Ama age bekham begam unzamani ke to to rahati bozorg mishodi man mazeye sakhti ro khub mifahmidam mazeye inike babat banas o mamanet ba nadari az shekame khodesh mizad ke bachehash to madrese sareshun paein nabashe,be omret yadet miad ke mamanet bahat biad madrese baraye sabte namet ba nazem chone bezane sare pulesh o toham saret paein bashe,bekhoda ghasde narahat kardane kesiro nadaram ama vase kesi ke chehreye zeshte faghr ro to ye doranhayi az zendegish dide ke mibayest shadtarin doranha bashe hamun shukhiye sade kheyli gerun tamum mishe.yebar dige ham behet goftam ke shode az shadihat bezani ta betuni joloye khasti kharjihaye dustat kam nayari! Are kamelan BIMENAT migam 7term az khoshihayi ke anjameshun az dalil avordan vase nakardashun sadetar bud sarfe nazar kardam ke joloye dustane velayatam gardanam kaj nabashe.harchand ke pa be patun nayumadam ama inghadar ham aghab nabudam ke yeki unjuri bege "bashe pas yeshab dige mirim" ya bargarde bezane to gushet ke age safaremun kharab nemishod hamunja piyade shode budam o bargashte budam.age esharei nemikonam ke manzuram kiye chun harfe ghadimast o badeshem kariye ke shode,kharab kardane vejheye kesi vase kari ke karde o tamum shode kare dorosti nist,
are folani(u)hala yekam fahmidi to in dele kharab chi migzare.
Baghisham omri bud,hali bud,minevisam khah bekhuni khah nakhuni.
Ya ali.
۱۳۸۷ بهمن ۱۷, پنجشنبه
Yad bad
In 2ruze to khabgah tanham az hamotaghiha yekishun umade bud ke in akhare haftei ham raft ghom ordu rasiatesh kheyli delam mikhast beram ama bedalile inke in ordu dar laj bazi ba ma az mashad be ghom taghir peyda kard maham tahrimesh kardim,harchand ke ye edei doremun zadan o raftan ama bikhial inghadr pichidim ke aadat kardim,dame bar o bachse ham khabgahi garm kheyli talash kardan maro az tanhayi dar biaran ama khodam yehali budam,mifhmi ke..are age gharar be fahmidan bashe faghat to mifahmi ke ya namikhay ya nemituni kari bekoni,mohem ham nist che unvaghtash ke mitunesti nakardi hala ke dige jaye khod dare.
Yekam ke to doro baram search kardam didam faghat man nistam ke inhame la kar raftam ,ama didam bishtar az man tak o tuki peyda mishe,harchand ke man kheyli talash kardam ke joloy tekrare mavared moshabeh ra begiram va be gholi rah bar tekrare hadese barbandam! ama nashod,shayad bekhater duri az ham bud,shayad bekhater ham kof nabudanemun bud,shayad bekhater bikhialihaye to bud,shayad bekhater hasas budane man bud,shayad...,ama behar dalili chizi ke nabayad mishod shod,omri ke nabayad harum mishod shod,hamishe migoftam age yezamani beyad gozashte bioftam hichvaght bar unche gozashte ta'asof nemikhoram ama hala nemitunam ba ghateiyau bazam hamchin harfi ro bezanam ke ghat'an bar ahvale khoshe gozashtamun hasrat mikhoram,bar un mah moharama,bar un shab neshiniha,bar un sham birun khordana,bar un tafto khorashe raftana,
bar un esfahan o shahre kord o pitza khordan to safe avalin shabe sahmiye bandi o to chador to havaye sard khabidan o to kafe marsey ghahve khordan,bar un mashade mojaradi 3nafarimun,bar un bidar budan to resturane ghatar ta sobh,bar un hame shirini o zanjabilo shokolati ke ghable ziarate akhar khordim,bar un kermanshah.hamedan.tehran,bar un 15tomani ke az kermanshah ta bisotun raft to pachamun ba un ranande taxiye khafanesh,bar un ghomi ke 2nafari ba ghatar to sarmaye -17 daraje raftim o ba'd tanha bargashtam,bar un dehbalayi ke gereftanemun bar un hagh nadari kazem,bar un sadegihaye avalaye bacheha.hoseyn o amin o reza o masud o kazem o mohena o seyed o...,bar un ashnayi kuchuluye ba raeis janet,bar un majeraye eshgh o asheghiye to shomal raftan o ashke man o dar avordan kenar parchinhaye to jadeye emamzade hasheme monshaeb az jade chalus o bar un diziyi ke to damavand khordim ke azbas man o goshne negah dashti ba pust sibzaminish o khordam o bar un 2shab labe sahel o bar un henduneye kali ke kharidim o bar un jigar o gholvei ke labe sahel zadim o bar un chizayi ke ru sahel ba maseha dorost kardim,va bar un deltangihaye hamishegiye man vaghti mikhastam biam esf,va va va va va....
Are fekr konam harvaght beyade in masael bioftam delam begire khodesh omri bud.
Ka'be sangist ke rah gom nashavad
Haji ehrame degar band bebin yar kojast
Ya ali.
Yekam ke to doro baram search kardam didam faghat man nistam ke inhame la kar raftam ,ama didam bishtar az man tak o tuki peyda mishe,harchand ke man kheyli talash kardam ke joloy tekrare mavared moshabeh ra begiram va be gholi rah bar tekrare hadese barbandam! ama nashod,shayad bekhater duri az ham bud,shayad bekhater ham kof nabudanemun bud,shayad bekhater bikhialihaye to bud,shayad bekhater hasas budane man bud,shayad...,ama behar dalili chizi ke nabayad mishod shod,omri ke nabayad harum mishod shod,hamishe migoftam age yezamani beyad gozashte bioftam hichvaght bar unche gozashte ta'asof nemikhoram ama hala nemitunam ba ghateiyau bazam hamchin harfi ro bezanam ke ghat'an bar ahvale khoshe gozashtamun hasrat mikhoram,bar un mah moharama,bar un shab neshiniha,bar un sham birun khordana,bar un tafto khorashe raftana,
bar un esfahan o shahre kord o pitza khordan to safe avalin shabe sahmiye bandi o to chador to havaye sard khabidan o to kafe marsey ghahve khordan,bar un mashade mojaradi 3nafarimun,bar un bidar budan to resturane ghatar ta sobh,bar un hame shirini o zanjabilo shokolati ke ghable ziarate akhar khordim,bar un kermanshah.hamedan.tehran,bar un 15tomani ke az kermanshah ta bisotun raft to pachamun ba un ranande taxiye khafanesh,bar un ghomi ke 2nafari ba ghatar to sarmaye -17 daraje raftim o ba'd tanha bargashtam,bar un dehbalayi ke gereftanemun bar un hagh nadari kazem,bar un sadegihaye avalaye bacheha.hoseyn o amin o reza o masud o kazem o mohena o seyed o...,bar un ashnayi kuchuluye ba raeis janet,bar un majeraye eshgh o asheghiye to shomal raftan o ashke man o dar avordan kenar parchinhaye to jadeye emamzade hasheme monshaeb az jade chalus o bar un diziyi ke to damavand khordim ke azbas man o goshne negah dashti ba pust sibzaminish o khordam o bar un 2shab labe sahel o bar un henduneye kali ke kharidim o bar un jigar o gholvei ke labe sahel zadim o bar un chizayi ke ru sahel ba maseha dorost kardim,va bar un deltangihaye hamishegiye man vaghti mikhastam biam esf,va va va va va....
Are fekr konam harvaght beyade in masael bioftam delam begire khodesh omri bud.
Ka'be sangist ke rah gom nashavad
Haji ehrame degar band bebin yar kojast
Ya ali.
۱۳۸۷ بهمن ۱۶, چهارشنبه
Adami
Adame tanha to ye jame ziad ham ke bashe bazam tanhast,dame yeki az dustan garm umad khabgah pak maro az tanhayi daravorad az tanhayi ke migam manzur tanhayi zehni hast behtar begam in she'er siavash hast ke mige: che dardist dar mian jam budan ¤ vali dar gushei tanha neshestan
¤ baraye digaran chun kuh budan ¤ vali dar cheshme khod aram shekastan.
Are umad o yekam un dard o taskin dad ama heyfe ke nemishod barash dard o del kard akhe tefli yebar umade bud khabgah ke yekam khosh begzarune.
Are in lisanse kufti zendegi ro azamun gerf albat maham yekam va dadid vali shod dige enshalah harki inaro mikhune barash dars beshe ke un ham ghorbani nashe.
Emruz kolan hese neveshtan nabud..
Ya ali.
¤ baraye digaran chun kuh budan ¤ vali dar cheshme khod aram shekastan.
Are umad o yekam un dard o taskin dad ama heyfe ke nemishod barash dard o del kard akhe tefli yebar umade bud khabgah ke yekam khosh begzarune.
Are in lisanse kufti zendegi ro azamun gerf albat maham yekam va dadid vali shod dige enshalah harki inaro mikhune barash dars beshe ke un ham ghorbani nashe.
Emruz kolan hese neveshtan nabud..
Ya ali.
۱۳۸۷ بهمن ۱۵, سهشنبه
...
Dar edameye tafakoratam nazdikihaye naein budam ke bela tashbih yade dastanhaye emam ali oftadam ke az daste mardome zamanash koli mikeshid ba'd yekam fekr kardam didam emam ke nemituneste dard o delash o biad khune be khanomesh hazrat fateme bege akhe un bande khoda ham taze pedar az dast dade bude,dar be pahlush zade budan,jolo cheshmash daste shoharesh o baste budan o borde budanesh dastaye kesi ke dare kheybar o kande bud,vaghti in jariyana vase emam etefagh oftade raft o ba chahaye nakhlestan haye madine dar o del mikarde,ba'd yekam bekhodam negah kardam o goftam to hamchin olguyi dari o injur va rafti,yekam khodam o peyda kardam ama faghat yekam!
akhe ye negah kardam didam ke harvaght yeki o vase refaghat entekhab kardam avaze inike ham gush bashe ham zabun faghat vase man shode zabun ke dard o delash o bege ama baba manam adamam manam bayad harfam o beyeki bezanam unke emam bud daste akhar ba chahe aab daro del kard manke emam nistam ke dige ja khod dare.ablbate dust daram amin mardom basham harfashun o beshnavam age kari ham nemitunam bokonam hadeaghal ba shenidane harfashun yekam ehsase saboki ro beheshun bedam ama na inke faghat man gush bedam baba 1baram bezarid man begam manam khodam o khali konam baba degh kardam.
Ey weblog to tanha jayi hasti ke felan daram.
..Ya ali.
akhe ye negah kardam didam ke harvaght yeki o vase refaghat entekhab kardam avaze inike ham gush bashe ham zabun faghat vase man shode zabun ke dard o delash o bege ama baba manam adamam manam bayad harfam o beyeki bezanam unke emam bud daste akhar ba chahe aab daro del kard manke emam nistam ke dige ja khod dare.ablbate dust daram amin mardom basham harfashun o beshnavam age kari ham nemitunam bokonam hadeaghal ba shenidane harfashun yekam ehsase saboki ro beheshun bedam ama na inke faghat man gush bedam baba 1baram bezarid man begam manam khodam o khali konam baba degh kardam.
Ey weblog to tanha jayi hasti ke felan daram.
..Ya ali.
Haraz gahi !
Haraz gahi harf vase zadan ziad hast o majbur mishi ta tabesh narafte begi o harfat o bezani.
Chand ruz pish ke to otubus budam ,az unjayi ke otubus jam'an 8nafar bishtar mosafer nadasht ye 2sandaliye taki! Ekhtiyar kardim o parde ra zadim kenar o az unjayi ke kolan eshghe jade ham hastam shoru kardim be lazat bordan az fazaye nime sabz biyabanhaye atrafe jade,kam kam fekri shodam ke vaghean chi shod mani ke 1saat to khune band nemishodam 13ruze gozashte ra to khune budam o faghat diruz ke ruze 14om bashe yekam birun raftam,yadam oftad tabestan gozashte ra ke dar natijeye ye bi ehtiyati ravane bimarestan shodam o 12ruz khune neshin shodam va jaleb inke hich kodam az dustan ham ye khabari azamun nagareftan ke folani zendei ya na? Yejurayi khanevade ham ba zabane bizabani azam porsidan ke ku un rofaghayi ke hanuz az esfahan barnagashte mirafti unvar shahr didanishun o alan ke 1hafte o khurdei hast to khunei yesar ham behet nazadan? Khob manam beheshun fahmundam ke una khabar nadaram teflakiha ama ino khodam be khodam goftam ke to in 12ruz shak nakardan ke folani kojast o nistesh.bad khodam sharmandeye khodam o khanevade shodam va age tajrobe karde bashid mibinid ke kheyli sakhte va vase man unghadar sangin tamum shod ke tame enerjim o keshid o az arshad khundan ham bndakhtam,are taze mifahman ke age vasilei nadashte basham ke yesar beheshun bezanam una ham zahmate ye ahvalporsiye sade ra ham be khodeshun nemidan hala vaghean dige adam delesh o be chi va ki khosh kone.
Edame darad....
Chand ruz pish ke to otubus budam ,az unjayi ke otubus jam'an 8nafar bishtar mosafer nadasht ye 2sandaliye taki! Ekhtiyar kardim o parde ra zadim kenar o az unjayi ke kolan eshghe jade ham hastam shoru kardim be lazat bordan az fazaye nime sabz biyabanhaye atrafe jade,kam kam fekri shodam ke vaghean chi shod mani ke 1saat to khune band nemishodam 13ruze gozashte ra to khune budam o faghat diruz ke ruze 14om bashe yekam birun raftam,yadam oftad tabestan gozashte ra ke dar natijeye ye bi ehtiyati ravane bimarestan shodam o 12ruz khune neshin shodam va jaleb inke hich kodam az dustan ham ye khabari azamun nagareftan ke folani zendei ya na? Yejurayi khanevade ham ba zabane bizabani azam porsidan ke ku un rofaghayi ke hanuz az esfahan barnagashte mirafti unvar shahr didanishun o alan ke 1hafte o khurdei hast to khunei yesar ham behet nazadan? Khob manam beheshun fahmundam ke una khabar nadaram teflakiha ama ino khodam be khodam goftam ke to in 12ruz shak nakardan ke folani kojast o nistesh.bad khodam sharmandeye khodam o khanevade shodam va age tajrobe karde bashid mibinid ke kheyli sakhte va vase man unghadar sangin tamum shod ke tame enerjim o keshid o az arshad khundan ham bndakhtam,are taze mifahman ke age vasilei nadashte basham ke yesar beheshun bezanam una ham zahmate ye ahvalporsiye sade ra ham be khodeshun nemidan hala vaghean dige adam delesh o be chi va ki khosh kone.
Edame darad....
Fingilish
Mazerat az inke raveshe neveshtanam o avaz kardam.
Mojasam konid ye goruh adam ra ke hamashun baham rafigh o dustand,khob bar tebgh nazariyehaye modiriyat harche ye jamei bozorg bashe gerayesh be antropi dar un ziad hast,ba in manzur ke talash ziadi kardam ke joloye in ashoftegi ra begiram ama be ye nokte jaleb residam ye nokteye tekrari ke ye dast seda nadare.
Neshun be in neshun ke dar natijeye gheflate dustan un jame 12 nafare shod ye jame bezur 3nafare.tab'an gozasht zaman va afzayesh sen o sal gereftari miare ama age dustan befekre hale gereftariye ham bashan duri nemiare.
Ye nokteye dige inke yademun bashe harfamun o rudaru bezanim chera ke harfe rudaru ye talkhiye lahzei dare ama ye zahre koshandeye fahmidan az digari ro nadare.
To in jami ke budim daste taghdir sabab shod 4sale pish,ba ghabul shodan to konkur masire zendegim avaz beshe o az mian jame yaran man tak oftadam,khob tabe ye mohite jadid inke dustan jadid peyda koni o tarhe refaghati taze berizi ama man hamishe havasam bud ke in dustan jadid jaye dustan ghadim ra nagirand ama ghafel az inke man to in fekr budam na dustan ghadim,bazam neshun be in neshun ke man batame vojud to avalin forsate momken be diaremun jahate tajdid didar o ahde dusti barmigashtim ama kam kam dustan nabude man barashun rahat tar az bude man mishod va avalin chizi ke az dast miraft moshtarakate sohbat kardan bud be in mana ke dige az jaha o makanha o zamanha o afradi sohbat mishod ke ya man unjaha nabudam ya to un zamanha nabudam ya un afrad ra nemishnakhtam harchand ke manam baraye khodam hamin mataleb sadegh bud ba in fargh ke avalan man tanha budam 2vonan az in khaterat khodam aslan harf nemizadam va jaleb injast ke khob vaghti shoma to zamineye sohbat gharibeid saket mishavid nakhodagah ama dustanetan behet migan chiye saketi hala ye shahre dige ghabul shodi khodet o vase ma migiri va unvaght shoma mimunid ke chi begid.
Are az in dast ta,arozat ziade ke kam kam to baghiye postham migam baz.
Ya ali.
Mojasam konid ye goruh adam ra ke hamashun baham rafigh o dustand,khob bar tebgh nazariyehaye modiriyat harche ye jamei bozorg bashe gerayesh be antropi dar un ziad hast,ba in manzur ke talash ziadi kardam ke joloye in ashoftegi ra begiram ama be ye nokte jaleb residam ye nokteye tekrari ke ye dast seda nadare.
Neshun be in neshun ke dar natijeye gheflate dustan un jame 12 nafare shod ye jame bezur 3nafare.tab'an gozasht zaman va afzayesh sen o sal gereftari miare ama age dustan befekre hale gereftariye ham bashan duri nemiare.
Ye nokteye dige inke yademun bashe harfamun o rudaru bezanim chera ke harfe rudaru ye talkhiye lahzei dare ama ye zahre koshandeye fahmidan az digari ro nadare.
To in jami ke budim daste taghdir sabab shod 4sale pish,ba ghabul shodan to konkur masire zendegim avaz beshe o az mian jame yaran man tak oftadam,khob tabe ye mohite jadid inke dustan jadid peyda koni o tarhe refaghati taze berizi ama man hamishe havasam bud ke in dustan jadid jaye dustan ghadim ra nagirand ama ghafel az inke man to in fekr budam na dustan ghadim,bazam neshun be in neshun ke man batame vojud to avalin forsate momken be diaremun jahate tajdid didar o ahde dusti barmigashtim ama kam kam dustan nabude man barashun rahat tar az bude man mishod va avalin chizi ke az dast miraft moshtarakate sohbat kardan bud be in mana ke dige az jaha o makanha o zamanha o afradi sohbat mishod ke ya man unjaha nabudam ya to un zamanha nabudam ya un afrad ra nemishnakhtam harchand ke manam baraye khodam hamin mataleb sadegh bud ba in fargh ke avalan man tanha budam 2vonan az in khaterat khodam aslan harf nemizadam va jaleb injast ke khob vaghti shoma to zamineye sohbat gharibeid saket mishavid nakhodagah ama dustanetan behet migan chiye saketi hala ye shahre dige ghabul shodi khodet o vase ma migiri va unvaght shoma mimunid ke chi begid.
Are az in dast ta,arozat ziade ke kam kam to baghiye postham migam baz.
Ya ali.
۱۳۸۷ بهمن ۱۴, دوشنبه
سلام
نمي دونم تجربه كرديد يه زماني كه كلي حرف داريد واسه زدن،دقيفا همون موقع است كه درد از كجا و ازكي و ازچي گفتن،تمام حرف هات از يادت مي بره.حالا با اين تفاصيل و در نظر گرفتن اين نكته كه بايد با موبايل تايپ كنم و بعد آپ كنم،حساب كار را بكنيد كه چه شود.
اگه خوندين و خواستين كه نظر بدين،بدين درج ميشه.
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